by Sanela K. Sept. 7, 2021
I sometimes think how my life is a bit boring here, but it does have some surprising moments. π€£ Well, mostly not good ones but still a surprising moment is a change of pace. π
I was so busy these past days and kinda tired when I had my last night shift at my job. Everything looked totally peacefull and like nothing wrong could happen. Well.... looks can be deceiving. π€ Exactly when I was slightly bored while at the reception desk, and was looking for something to do, my decision to reorganize some dishes started the show!
We have a glass door between our kitchen and reception area and I just went through that door carrying dishes when they just, all of a sudden FELL DOWN INTO 100000 PIECES! π― The glass door broke. A second after I went through it. I stood up there for a 2 minutes like a statue and just stared trying to process what just happened. The thought "hey, I just could have died" totally took me over. Even more than the thought "hey, I am supposed to clean this mess up." π Probably that's what a near death experience looks like. π And I was like totally mad, angry and just sat so I could contact support and to give notice to my boss about what just happened. Afterwards, I was thinking, "oh man, if that was supposed to fall on my head, too pity it wasn't diamonds instead of thousands of shattered glass pieces.π ππππ Even if the diamonds would kill me, that would mean nothing, but it was just a crazy thought! π
Okay, what worse could happen. I am alive, and at the moment, the worst thing is that I have to clean all this up. So, I am pissed off, but still happy to be alive and very thankful that God loves me so much! So, I started to clean the mess.
But then..... π while I was on the floor cleaning, up comes a guy who is always gambling in the casino and uses the opportunity to talk, talk, talk and say: "hey, I am just looking for a girlfriend like you!" π
I said: "oh, you also have a broken glass door and need someone to clean it? π I have to tell you, I am already too busy with this one, try to look further for a different girl who needs her own broken door to clean up." π
And then he laughs and keeps talking.... π "Oh, but I didn't used to play in any Casinos when I had a girlfriend. I need a girlfriend to be a better version of myself." Huh???? And you think I wanna deal with your good and bad "versions"??? πππ I am sick even of my own versions of. myself. π
Well, I politely said how I have zero interest in men right now and how wrong a choice I would be because, you know, I am NOT INTERESTED AND I AM JUST TELLING YOU A STUPID AND POLITE "BACK OFF, DUDE" STORY!!!!! π
But oh well... then he says: "I have 2 houses in Turkey." ππππππππ
Guys, if I wasn't on the floor and that pissed off, I would be rolling of laughter.. ππππ He literally wants me to be interested in him because he has 2 houses in Turkey! Oh yeah, and he built then with his own hands. πππππ I mean, okay, I like Turkey, turkish jewelry, Turkish history and beauty, turkish meals, but come on. π I don't know. That's probably some way for him to let me know how capable he is and that he is financially stable. π So, I was supposed to think: "oh, what a catch this guy is!" ππ
Well, the conversation was interrupted by some other guy entering the loby. And I was like, "oh thank God", but not for long. The new guy was his friend, trying to trick me into letting him in, even though he had been kicked out 1 year ago because of using drugs and alcohol and acting like an idiot. So, I said, very polite and in order to stay calm: "you shouldn't try to trick me or to try to make me look stupid, because I can become very unpleasant. So, please leave before I go crazy." - Well, he didn't take me seriously and I had no other choice than to show him my rude, unpleasant side. And he believes he is allowed to tell me to shut my mouth! Well, this was a situation where I was just waiting for him to show me a knife or some other weapon and for me to press the panic button under the table. Because I am too wild to stay calm when someone is treating me like crapπ©. I know, my character and also self respect put me in a dangerous situation. That's what I realise now, but in that moment I wanted to kick his drugged buttπ. It's kinda weird what adrenalin can do if we see the fact that he is 3x heavier than me and I am a female withouth any strength. π
Eventually, my screaming and yelling made him leave. π and also the fact I said he can treat women like that in his homeland and not in Austria. Whatever. The show goes further. π 15 mins after he left, I have the same experience with 2 other guys. And I started peacefully again. And they also didn't take me seriously. I think there is no need to repeat what i just said because that is exactly what happened again.
Just when you think: it couldn't get any worse. Well, it could. π
It was a crazy night and also maybe the reason I have new nightmares. π π π I think, maybe If I would be allowed to wear my Leviticus Fashions thigh boots to my job, Ii would also always have a weapon for self-defense, like I mentioned in a previous blog post. I mean, that heel would totally protect me. almost like a knife. π
Then again, I think such kind of guys would respect women more π because we wouldn't be that harmless anymore. Maybe i should put some pictures up to scare them off. π€
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