Born Alone

by Sanela K. April 17, 2021

We were born alone and alone we are going to die. 😆

I think I was born in my boots and that's exactly how I want to die. In my boots. I do not want to die in sneakers, running and losing my breath.

My dear blog readers!!!! Why I am telling you this??? Because I almost died on the street today.......... trying to run. 🙈

Let's start from the beginning. (And beginnings are always damn hard 🙄).

A few days ago I visited my friend in Villach because, just like you know, I am desperately lonely here in Graz with no friends. 🙄 Because all of my friends are in Germany or in some other part of Austria.... and the only lonely idiot in Graz is ME. 😏

Well, I was totally happy about visiting my friend in Villach. She lives with her very funny and friendly family in Villach. The place of a million lakes. 😂

I was happy thinking about lying somewhere out in nature, close to the water. But the weather had other plans for my wish. 🙄😏 Has anything gone like I planned, ever in my life? 😶 If every part of my life is making jokes about me and laughing at my predicaments, then why wouldn't weather join in???

It was raining the whole time I visited Villach!!! 🌦🌧☁️⛅🌬🌫🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧

The rain would be romantic if I would have someone to kiss in the rain, but we all know I DON'T HAVE ANY ROMANCE! 😑

So, we mostly spent our time hanging out in their apartment. But that's fine. Still much better then being alone and overthinking everything. 🙂 And I am such a professional in overthinking. It's really hard to be in my head if you are a thought. Also someone from my friend's family said he would like to be in my head for 1 day to see what the heck is happening in there (after I told them what kind of dream I had)..........I had a dream about dancing a belly dance with a cat without one leg. 😆

Imagine their surprise. And shock. The same as my surprise and shock!

We were talking about taking my boots with us for photo shooting. But as I took only one small bag for a weekend and we saw there will be some rain, that plan didn't work. My boots deserve nice photos and not being in the wet muck. 😶😑

So, one night I decided to go for a lovely run and enjoy the fresh air. I planned to run 1 km. And I was like, oh, I know I have strength and I am gonna be able to run that 1 km slowly. However, the one thing I didn't count on is that my lungs have not exercised properly since 5 years ago when I had my last run. 🙄

We started and I thought "oh, this is easy".... BUT ahaaaaaa easy my 🍑!!!!

After a few hundred of meters I felt like I was totally losing my breath, but I was thinking, okay, I am gonna breathe properly and it will be okay!

Yeah, yeah, I finished after 415m almost choking to death from lack of oxygen!!!!!! Because I had zero percent of air in my lungs! 🤦‍♀️

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I was like some old lady with asthma. 🙈

I stopped and was barely able to walk. My legs and body had strength to keep running but not my lungs!!!!!!!!!!! I think, with every meter my lungs were dropping some cigarettes behind me. All cigarettes I had ever smoked for the last 10 years. 🙈🙈🙈

Don't smoke! Don't ever smoke! See the consequences I am dealing with from my past years of smoking!!!!

At the end of the few hundred meters and this poor idea, I had to sit down on the street to calm my heart and breathing. To catch some oxygen! 🙈

And my lungs hurt me sooooo much!!! I was almost going to puke right there! 🙈

Not fun! Not fun at all. 🙈🙈🙈

Well, after years of DOING NOTHING this is the result.

That was a very big wake up call for me.

I have now decided to go every day for a walk somewhere in Graz until my lungs are ready for running. Otherwise I would fall down on a street and die of shock and trauma. 😆

So, yesterday when I came home from Villach, the first thing I did was to buy the cheapest leggings and sneakers I could find. Because, I HAVE NOTHING SPORTY!!!!!

Then I found a letter that my package with my NEW BOOT BABIES are in Vienna, waiting for me to send the worth of them to Austrian fee/tax department so they can calculate how much I have to pay to finally get them.

But there is hope! They also followed that wrong spelled address to send me that letter and I got it.

So, yes, there is also hope I am gonna get my package with the wrong spelled address on the box!

If this customs department will accept the proof of worth I sent them, then I will finally receive my newest Leviticus Fashions thigh boots. Because, you know, Austria is mostly like a: "oh, let's return this to sender kind of land. "

I am hoping for the best!

Furthermore, I jumped into my new sporty clothes and went for that walk......UPSTAIRS.

I had to take a pause every minute but still - I did it. 😎

And I have decided to make walking my daily routine. Because I cannot only lay in my bed. I would literally spend my life in my bed if I could. 😂

After that big achievement for this old granny, I ordered myself RIBS!!!!! 😍😍

Because, food is life. Food is the only truth in this cruel world. The only thing worth suffering for. 😅😅😅

Oh, that's why I am so alone. 😅😅😅😅😅

Because I am in love with food. 😍

Well, those ribs were a treat for me for being such a great sporty girl.

From now on, again I will be eating something more healthy. 😎 But those ribs were tasty. Yammmiiiiiii!!!!!!

And I hope for the best! Wish me luck in my sporty adventures and also for getting my new boot babies that I am soooo excited about!!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

Mommy is waiting for you!!!!! Light up my world, pls! 😍 Like every mommy says about her babies. 🤗

I see them in the photo below. My family photo album of my new children! Oh Little Miss Sporty cannot wait to kiss them!

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