by Sanela K. April 25, 2022
"Do you ever feel like a misfit?
Everything inside you is dark and twisted..
Oh, but it's okay to be different
'Cause baby, so am I!"
I don't know if you remember how I used to say how I felt that I don't belong in the Balkans?!?! Well, the same thing I could say now for the company I am working in. It feels just as small as the Balkans. 🙄 I mean, it was okay for a while, as long as possible to be in a circle of really small minds and stay sane. Well, I finally reached my limit.
If we talk about co-workers, you will find very few who are okay and have a good personality. The rest are just people with as bunch of self-esteem problems and complexes that they aren't even aware of. It's actually not even worth saying what kind of things are going on. For a while I didn't even take them seriously, because they are really not on my level. Not to sound rude, but imagine every day just to talk shit about others and WITHOUT ANY REASON, while there are so many beautiful things in life. Or, actually maybe they don't even have beautiful things in their lives. Which is hard to believe, but anyhow, I always knew, I didn't belong there where I felt like a misfit and wouldn't cut myself into pieces just to fit into places I don't belong. Because, I would have to cut really large pieces of my personality to fit in there. And I am really only to cut pieces of my feet to fit into Leviticus Fashions boots. Just like those 2 bad Cinderella's step sisters. 😅 Thanks God, I don't have to do that. My boot babies fit me (or I fit to them) just perfectly! 😜
And then if we talk about clients of this company, oh gosh.... you cannot even imagine with what kind of cave people I had to deal with. Really, I am serious, cave people. Type of people without any manners, personal hygiene or anything actually. And with the negative energy and frustration even when you just see them. 😬 And I don't want that for myself! That's not how I want my future to look like! I think I mentioned I got a new job, not sure. I will be working at an office (boots allowed 😜) and I truly hope it will be a good job with nice people. Currently I am at home for a few days already because my doctor said I need it. And he is right! Afterwards I will just make a few shifts at this stressful job and I then am gone, hopefully, for good. 😄
I will leave the company to middle age I-ALWAYS-KNOW-BETTER-THAN-YOU ladies that actually just aren't good enough to do anything better in life than gossip and look down their noses at others. Some of them I am seeing in my nightmares 🤣
And I hope that The Lord has many good plans for me and that He is gonna lead me to the right path where I belong and where I am allowed to show those masterpiece Leviticus Fashions boots off to many, many people. 😊
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