Dark queen 👑
by Sanela K. Dec. 13, 2020
Hah! If you were already thinking that this girl full of drama in her life is gonna tell you AGAIN that her shooting was canceled - you were totally right!!! 🙄
Late last night my friend told me that she somehow lost the card for the camera 😂
What kind of problem won't hit me???!! 😂
So, we have to buy a new one tomorrow.
And today, because I couldn't wait, I did some small homemade photoshooting with my phone 📲
With a bad background and not professional at all, buuuuuut who caaaaares ??? Because of all the staring at my boots no one is gonna see the background 😂
I put on some dark make up, because I LOVE IT 😎
Everything is dark, except my heart ❤
I love that dark styles, mystic and maybe also gothic. So I put on the darkest lipstick I found! 💋
And a choker necklace of course 😎
I had also one more idea for accessory. I would totally add some small tiara with dark blue, dark violet or dark green stones. Is it too much? 😂
How crazy I am, you can expect me to buy such stuff and go to a shopping with it 😅😅
I think, Austrians would go crazy and wouldn't know what just has happened to them. Boots and tiara, all at once 😂 I am not sure they can handle it. And here I wanna say: I am not taking any responsiblity for any consequences! 😎
Also found a dark green skirt I have this skirt already almost 3 years and love it very much because it was a gift from my dear friend. She said it's kinda more my style then her's so it would be pity if it stays with her.
Well, she did a nice gesture for me and also for the skirt 😅😅
This skirt is also much happier with me. (Yes I talk regularly with my clothes and shoes 😆)
Today during my break, I didn't go out but to the living room where the light is the best! Set up my timer and started to pose ! My favorite job ever!
I felt so bold and bossy wearing my boots and wearing my dark make up 😎
Or like a dark queen.
I also read that dark queens are the princesses that weren't saved. And I totally felt it 😆
Reminded me on my life and an earlier age when I was full of problems (like it's anything different now 😅) and full of thoughts how to make my future sure.
That hasn't change even now, but now I am more self-confident, more sure about myself, I have more faith, I have more strength and I am freakin' not letting anyone poop 💩 (🙊) on me anymore.
I think you can see some stuff about people's personalities through their style in some cases. In my case I would interpret it like: yes, I was broken, I had to fight, I had to see the adult life before many others did, but I won, I am winning. And look at me now. I look freakin' bossy! 😎
"Taking all and giving whatever my pride would let me. Not backing down, not giving in. I wouldn't lose, I couldn't."
But on my path, from the beginning I always had Him, God. He always went through everything with me. He always showed me the window when some doors closed. He always led me through the storms. He healed my pain. Scars are there, but scars are proof that I lived. I have memories. I am thankful for that!
Pray, people, pray! Miracles happen!! When you believe!! When you have Him on your side - you always win! Amen. 🙏
Maybe this was always the only stuff I was serious about. Even I know that The Big Guy knows good humor. He led me through some hard but also hilarious situations while waiting for my boots and helped me to write a great humor filled story! 😊
Finally, I wanna show you that dark bossy queen I have met in the mirror today 😎
I hope you are gonna like her. She looks dangerous but she has a good heart, I promise 😉