Lesson About People
by Sanela K. Oct 25, 2021
I am so happy to be able to write to you again my dear Boot Community!
These months aren't the easiest here, to be honest! I miss free time, I miss days wthout stress and I miss doing things for myself! We are here under so much pressure. I think the government wants us all to get the vaccine against Covid or eventually we won't be able to go out of our homes. Yes, you understood it correctly. They want to lock us up if we don't agree to get vaccinated. I am wondering where is freedom of choice???? That practically means, if we don't get the vaccine, we can peacefully die in our homes because we won't be allowed even to go to a store. Imagine how it affects those of us with panic attacks. I mean, even someone who has no problem with these attacks gets scared and stressed about this situation.
I made so many appointments for this month, even more than I was able to attend. So, I had to change my shifts with my co-worker. I wanted to get myself examined by an expert. I want to be sure that I don't have any risky diseases and that the risk of getting a vaccine is low. Thanks God, my Doctor said I am a perfectly healthy young person. That means a lot! And guess what! - He also recommended me to get a vaccine. 🙄
This world is crazy. 🙈
I had so many night shifts this month and most of them were really stressful. Even on my days off I was so busy. Anyhow, today, just a few minutes ago I realized one more truth about people in general. A year ago I got really isulted by one friend of mine. Or, at least, I thought she was my friend back then. Today, spontaneously, I sent her a message to tell her how it wasn't okay, but I understand that we are all just people. Well, her answer was shocking. And so was everything else she wrote afterwards. I always knew that our friendship wasn't real, but I never thought it was this bad. I get the impression that she believes I need her or want her in my life, while I actually was just nice to her and didn't want any bad feelings between us. Well, it turned out, we have never really known each others' true feelings.
At the first moment after I read what she wrote to me, I thought: "okay, I shouldn't have been that stupid." But, a few minutes afterwards, I was actually proud of myself because I realized that I am a bigger (wo)man. It's okay. Totally fine. I was honest and fair. I can be responsible for my actions, but not for the reactions of others. I am actually happy she is out of my life, and I am thankful that I got an opportunity to see her true self. It's kinda funny how we sometimes want to see the good in people even when they don't have much of it. It was an important lesson. One more lesson about people and "friends". I am thankful I learned it. So, be careful who you are letting into your life. And stay who you are, just the way you are. The right people are going to recognize and appreciate you for it. :)
I'm not wearing boots in this photo, but I am rocking my style! God bless you all!
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