Trapped In A Young Body 😜

by Sanela K. Oct. 7, 2021

"Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for?"

Nightwish, I want my tears back

Well, apparently when I was wondering about these sleepless nights, The Big Guy got me wrong and instead of putting me in a bar with my old high school friends, He put me into nightshift at my job😂

Well, our God is an awesome God, and He also has a sense for humor. Obviously.

So, I got my sleepless nights and I am also getting paid for them. He really knows our needs the best. Even better than we do. 😁 And I needed money. 😆 Maybe this is not how I imagined it, but hey, I trust His great plan. 😁 Or, maybe I secretly wanted to get paid for sleeping. 🤭 oooooops! Such an old lady trapped in this young body. Ah... 😛😜 I am just begging Him to help me get rid of my constant panic attacks. They really became stronger and heavier. 😨 I was kinda crushed. But, I believe in good, I believe it will be good, better, some day.

Sometimes I feel a need to cuddle cats. I don't have any. Well, instead maybe I should cuddle my Leviticus Fashions boot babies. From the inside where is the furry fabric. 😆😂

I am about to finish my nightshift and I totally got out of my normal rhythms 🙈 It is "the rhythm of the night" yeah yeah! 😆

I have so many appointments this month and so many troubles to remember them all. I even have to write them down. Writing down things is maybe something normal for you, but not for me. I don't even write down my shopping list. I just go and see how it flows. 😆 It "flows" mostly so that I forget 10 things I really need and there is no way I would go back to the grocery store again. I have zero clue why I am doing this to myself. 😆😂 Well, to be honest, lately I have zero clues about anything. 😄 But that's a part of my charm! 😜 Men are just thrilled with cluelessness, I guess. 😂

I wanted to write you even earlier but since I work at night and sleep during the day, I barely have time to take a shower. 😆 And during my shower I write only if I am really, really, in love. My boots I cannot take into the shower tough.... even though with them it's true love. But. They should stay safe and dry. 😂 Speaking of water, I also need some fountain sound to be able to fall asleep or better to say, to calm down my thoughts during falling asleep and focus myself on that flowing water. 😆

I told you last summer, water is the source of life. That's why the God gave it to us. Like I always say, He knows the best.

I hope my next nightshift will be peacefull just like this one, so I can write you again how I am doing here under the casino lights! 😜

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