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Trapped In A Young Body ๐Ÿ˜œ

by Sanela K. Oct. 7, 2021


"Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for?"


Nightwish, I want my tears back


Well, apparently when I was wondering about these sleepless nights, The Big Guy got me wrong and instead of putting me in a bar with my old high school friends, He put me into nightshift at my job๐Ÿ˜‚

Well, our God is an awesome God, and He also has a sense for humor. Obviously.


So, I got my sleepless nights and I am also getting paid for them. He really knows our needs the best. Even better than we do. ๐Ÿ˜ And I needed money. ๐Ÿ˜† Maybe this is not how I imagined it, but hey, I trust His great plan. ๐Ÿ˜ Or, maybe I secretly wanted to get paid for sleeping. ๐Ÿคญ oooooops! Such an old lady trapped in this young body. Ah... ๐Ÿ˜›๐Ÿ˜œ I am just begging Him to help me get rid of my constant panic attacks. They really became stronger and heavier. ๐Ÿ˜จ I was kinda crushed. But, I believe in good, I believe it will be good, better, some day.


Sometimes I feel a need to cuddle cats. I don't have any. Well, instead maybe I should cuddle my Leviticus Fashions boot babies. From the inside where is the furry fabric. ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜‚


I am about to finish my nightshift and I totally got out of my normal rhythms ๐Ÿ™ˆ It is "the rhythm of the night" yeah yeah! ๐Ÿ˜†


I have so many appointments this month and so many troubles to remember them all. I even have to write them down. Writing down things is maybe something normal for you, but not for me. I don't even write down my shopping list. I just go and see how it flows. ๐Ÿ˜† It "flows" mostly so that I forget 10 things I really need and there is no way I would go back to the grocery store again. I have zero clue why I am doing this to myself. ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜‚ Well, to be honest, lately I have zero clues about anything. ๐Ÿ˜„ But that's a part of my charm! ๐Ÿ˜œ Men are just thrilled with cluelessness, I guess. ๐Ÿ˜‚


I wanted to write you even earlier but since I work at night and sleep during the day, I barely have time to take a shower. ๐Ÿ˜† And during my shower I write only if I am really, really, in love. My boots I cannot take into the shower tough.... even though with them it's true love. But. They should stay safe and dry. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Speaking of water, I also need some fountain sound to be able to fall asleep or better to say, to calm down my thoughts during falling asleep and focus myself on that flowing water. ๐Ÿ˜†

I told you last summer, water is the source of life. That's why the God gave it to us. Like I always say, He knows the best.


I hope my next nightshift will be peacefull just like this one, so I can write you again how I am doing here under the casino lights! ๐Ÿ˜œ






To support The Justice Project and the fight against human trafficking go to : www.thejusticeproject.net


To purchase Leviticus Fashions boot designs go to : www.leviticusfashions.com/mydesigns


To watch videos of my Adventures in Thigh Boots on Leviticus Fashions YouTube channel go to : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN8FNLtdob_AKkErNok5_eg



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