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Life Update

by Sanela K. Oct. 19, 2021


Lately I feel like my head is full and totally empty at the same time ๐Ÿ˜†


Please, just don't ask me how because I have no idea. Didn't even know that something like that is possible! ๐Ÿ˜† Maybe because I had zero time for myself, or at least truly not enough. I had a lot of night shifts, including this one, and during my daily shifts I was just excited about taking a shower after I got home and then into my bed. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Such an old lady I am now. ๐Ÿ‘ต


I arranged more appointments than I actually have time for. ๐Ÿ˜† Even when I am supposed to get some rest, I have to run here and there because I have decided to totally check my health and pray they don't find anything. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Except what already exists and I know about. ๐Ÿ˜† You know, we, old ladies have to check our health regularly. ๐Ÿ˜œ Just a joke, just a joke! I actually didn't check it for almost 2 years and it's already time to take a little bit care of it.


But that takes really a lot of time and energy from me. I even wore flat shoes on the street for a few days. Well, now you know how serious I am. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚ Because I am totally not a person for wearing flat shoes, which is obvious. ๐Ÿ˜


Yesterday after my nightshift I took a taxi on my way home and the lady who was driving it was really talkative for someone who is just finishing nightshift. ๐Ÿ˜‚ She thought I was out for fun at the casino. Well, my lady, I was at work, just like you. ๐Ÿคฃ She said how young I am and how I am supposed to go out, have some fun, think about fun stuff etc etc... and I was thinking, yeah, that would be the situation if I am still 17 and still in high school. ๐Ÿ˜† Austrian young people are a bit different. More focused on fun stuff. I don't say that's bad, I am just saying not all of us had that luck to be born Austrian. Some of us are from Croatia and we don't know what it means to live a life without stress. ๐Ÿ˜†


That drive was short anyway and even though the lady was really nice, I was just waiting for the moment to get out of the car and enter my apartment. But it seemed she wanted to talk a few seconds more. And at 5 AM, a few seconds feels like a year. ๐Ÿ˜‚


Today things are kinda chill at work. At least that is a good thing. Because lately we really had A LOT to do and A LOT of stress. It seemed like all of Graz just suddenly got a lot of money to spend in a Casino. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Once I was here for a short visit on my day off, and one of our guests asked if I came to play. ๐Ÿ˜† Well, dude, first, I don't gamble and also I would never gamble, and second, I have no idea what made him think I have been paid that well to be able to gamble in a casino. ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜† Interesting. But anyhow, if we wouldn't have players, we wouldn't have jobs, so there is something good in it, I guess. For us. Sometimes for them too, when they win. ๐Ÿ˜œ


I have 4 more hours to go and tomorrow is my day off. ๐Ÿ˜


Well, on my days off I have appointments and also those are "cleaning days" for my apartment. Ah, what a crazy young life I live๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ My life is really totally different than I ever imagined it, but it's okay. It's still better than it was a few months ago. And now I am taking a "mind pause". Like, hey, it's okay for now and I don't want to plan anything. I was planning for things my whole life and some ideas really became real, but then I realized it wasn't what I really wanted. When I saw what it is and how it feels. I think that the saying: "be careful what you wish for, maybe you may get it" is really deep and truthful. I can tell you this from my experiences. Or maybe I just had a wrong vision for a while. But, we learn as long as we are alive. And our experiences make us grow, so I don't regret almost anything. Only the things I pushed till my last limit, but still, if I hadn't done that, I would still be asking myself "what if" or "could it be any better" or I would doubt my decisions to give up some stuff, jobs, people... Now I am sure about all those things and I really think I am a person who needs it. Even sometimes when it isn' t good for me. Enough philosophy! ๐Ÿ˜†


I ordered a ew phone with a much much better camera!!!! And I am so excited!!! It will just take a while till I get it. But at least you will be able to see better photos and not these "toaster photos" of mine. ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ

I am kinda behind all millenial kids who already changed through 174629 of new models of phones.


But well, I was never that rich in money! ๐Ÿ˜œ




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