What A Mess!
by Sanela K. Feb. 4, 2021
Peace of mind!? Well we will see!
Maybe at one time I had it, but I am having troubles remembering those days.
Oh, life is so complicated. So many questions.
I wanna share with you guys some ideas I have been having, but I have had so many for the last 3 days and I am trying to get them in some order. My head is exploding full of them!
I kinda feel it's time for some sort of new beginning for myself. It is so common for me to say: "I am not scared to start all over again". I am a master of starting over 😉
The master of disaster! 😆
Earlier, I was blogging about how I would like to know how to make jewelry. Well, I bought a brand new bracelet at the store and broke it the same day.
As someone who is interested in making jewelry you would think I am gonna succeed to repair it. - I DIDN'T. 😆
My bracelet is still broken. Surprised?
I also went to see some brushes for make-up, because of that "make-up artist to be" blog and made some video in a store of me wondering WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE ALL OF THESE BRUSHES FOR???!!!!!???!!!!????!!!???
Sounds very promising as a future career, right? 😄😄😄😄
But at least I made some cool photos in my boots. 😎
Not all is lost!
What do I wanna become when I grow up! ????😁
Last night I had a dream of me applying to university for one more new degree! I came there and said: "hi, I have a degree in public relations, and now I wanna study something the heck else and get my other degree!"
And the lady said it must be for social science! 😆😆😆 How crazy is that?
Oh, and not to mention, I wanted to apply to study the Croatian language and literature!
Which, by the way, was my dream since I was 12 years old, But life has decided to put me on another path.
And, yes, I know, the Croatian language is dying. No use for that degree. 😁
Let's hope that my future still isn't dying like my mother language! 😆 Hilarious!
Now I have realized why someone from LeviTicus Fashions Team said to me that I am a walking sitcom. 😆😆😆😆😆
I prefer to be Sheldon Cooper from The Big Band Theory, but I think, because of my state of mind (and maybe also my future) I am more like Berta from Two and a Half Men. 😅😅😅😅
I am still a little girl with dreams. A 27 year old little girl with dreams! 😁
Oh, that reminds me to blog about the worse boss ever 😆😆😆 I had that boss. You will find out!
Last year at this time, I quit my job in a high position in an office where I used to work as the head of human resources for nurses from Croatia.
Oh, that experience reminded me of what a whit collar slave must feel like.
It was a time 2 years ago when I moved here to Graz.,without ANY plan at all. And alone. (Crazy, right?)
Well, my ex boss needed some fools who wanted build a career in his office, so he could use them for a lot of work and to manipulate them for his own personal purposes. I was one of them.
One thing I really hate is when someone believes they are really the best and better than others, and they try to fool everyone into thinking that.
That kind of person was my ex boss. I am having a hard time finding words to describe him. Such a "nice" person dressed in the most expensive clothes and trying to represent himself like a Leader and part of the team and while hiding that he is a bossy boss. Well the truth was that he was someone who would use the last drop of your sweat even when you are sick with a fever.
Well, I "read" his personality very well, from the beginning. I saw he was trying to manipulate me and to use me. He underestimated me because of my age.
Very smart move 😆
He was trying to manipulate someone who actually studied manipulation in the form of public relations. 😆😆😆
You would be thinking he would be smarter than that.
Even I said to him a few times very directly: "look, I am in PR, I studied manipulation and all kinds of communication" - but he didn't take me seriously.
Well, that's the problem when a person thinks they are the smartest. They get themselves into problems without even realizing it. 😎
Last year I eventually got burned out and got totally sick, and when my body finally told me: "Sanela, now the game is over, go to hell, I cannot do this job anymore."
- I quit my job. 😁
And that was the best decision I ever made!
Since that day I have become a thorn in the side of my ex boss. 😆😆😆
AND I STILL AM! 😆😆😆
For the simple reason that I am self-employed and do my job! Imagine that!
Oh, guys, really, get yourself together. Don't let yourselves be slaves to those kind of "bosses".
I spent 4 months in bed recovering because I had such a big burnout because of HIM. Really. And even there was a time when I almost passed out in the office - it wasn't enough.
I was sacrificing my health for his dreams and his company. And he didn't even pay me. 😆
Oh, but that's why he is seeing me in his dreams every night, probably! 😆😆😆
Oh, wait, from an abused employee, I have transformed into his nightmare woman!
Oh, if this wouldn't be so ironically funny, it would be tragic! 😆
But, let's have some fun instead of ridiculous drama. I find it refreshing to be my ex boss's nightmare. 😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆
Sleep tight, my dear! 😅
Love yaaaaaaa Muahahahahahahaha! :)
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