Night Boot-Birdy ๐ฆ
Sanela K. August 10, 2021
Here is your favorite boot lover ๐ again! Well, I believe that the part "favorite" is debatable. ๐
Again typing to you from my work, my night shift! Because the day I slept through. ๐ Yesterday was my first solo night shift and it took me more then 2 hours to finish everything after I closed. ๐ฎ You know how it is when you are doing something alone for the first time ever. ๐ You have to check everything 100x before you do anything wrong. And it takes a freaking long time. And of course, you do it wrong at the end anyway. ๐ Just like I did. But I have a nice co-worker who helped me when I came today and explained it all to me. It is easier to have understanding for the beginners. As long as the beginners are really doing their best.
I left the facility at 6:20 AM. ๐ which means I was there for 12 hours. ๐๐ And of course I slept today till 3:30 PM. And when I awoke, I was totally confused why the sun is all over my balcony while I was drinking my "morning coffee". Well, it was too sunny there at that time. Normally my morning coffee is actually IN THE MORNING and not when all normal people are getting home from work. ๐
Everything was kinda fine until I left my apartment to go to work. When I felt that "heavy" humid air... Oh dear Lord. ๐๐๐ and I am anyway so sensitive at this time of the year. I came to the facility to take my shift and first I had to almost lay on the floor of our kitchen, all washed with cold water just to calm myself down and to let my body "survive" that stress. ๐ I was barely breathing. And I hate it. I really do. When you are someone "suffering weather changes" plus panic attacks, you have it hard in life. Sometimes you really feel like: "why the hell me" and "I can't take it anymore!!!!!!". ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐ But you know you have to persevere and try to do it with joy.... ๐คทโโ๏ธ You try to think positive, like: "okay, this already happened and I actually never died in the past because of this all". ๐๐๐๐ I know, it sounds funny and it actually kinda is sometimes, except in those moments when you are fighting to stay sane. ๐ But I am sure that many of you believe I actually am not sane anyway! ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐
Something crossed my mind actually. Maybe, I should try a new method. Everytime I experience something like that, I should think about my dumbest photo ever ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ which I am gonna show you in this blog. That photo is definitely NOT A MODEL PHOTO!!!!! ๐๐๐๐๐ But you know that I never have a problem to show my "ugly" side. ๐คฃ That photo was taken when my mother was here and I actually never planned to show you but I just have to. I look like a potato in trans while wearing my THE BEST EVER Leviticus Fashions thigh high boots. ๐
Ignore that potato in trans and focus yourself on the pretty side of the photo = BOOTS. ๐๐๐๐๐๐
I am actually just like a mannequin there. A very bad one. ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
I am so happy that summer will be over in a month. Then I will finally be able to wear my boots AND TO BREATHE AGAIN. ๐๐๐๐
Okay my friends. This little night birdy has to keep working. I hope not as long as I worked last night. ๐ but, there is a good chance, that I will be staying late.....or early. ๐๐๐๐
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